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Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
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8:16 pm - boredom kicks in
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as jack is ignoring me and i write in this once every month...and jill isnt home to watch party monster (!!!!) what is the world coming to?
i dont have much to say.
wish i was spun...wish jack still loved me...wish i wasnt so object to writing in this journal and that asking them to play balderdash would be a wonderful thing to do. and i really seriously love eisley.
i cant wait for finch on aug. 24th (second day of school...but oh well..heh)
and coheed (oct 2)
and their new cd (sept..somethin)
and THE FRICKIN CORPSE BRIDE!!!! AHHHHHHHHH! (also sometime in sept...not sure when though)
urg! so much want and so little friends...jenny is hanging with matt tonight....other people are deciding to disappear...band is practicing (without me of course...bastards) and i just want to sit down and have some coffee with my non-existant money and get spazzed!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
current mood:  help me!!!!
current music: eisley 'trollywood'
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| Sunday, March 20th, 2005
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8:32 pm - lalala
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hey i stole this from Adrian...who stole this from Bill...
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: a-pieceADV.for or to each other (thanks webster!!)
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? glass of water
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? The Incredibles (it was so good!!)
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is. 8:15 pm
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 8:35 pm
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? Brian McFaddem 'pull myself away'
7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing? about 10 minutes ago when i was bringing lieutenant Bun her water!! :)
8. Where did your last car ride go to? From work to home (mcdonalds)
9. What are you wearing? carebear socks, pj pants, and a shirt that says New Zealand with cute little sheep!
10. Did you dream last night? i cant remember...
11. When did you last laugh? at marlana's a little bit ago
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? my brother's and my art...old bottles and antique stuff....windows.
13. Seen anything weird lately? um...i saw a girl with a collar being lead around like a dog by other random girls...that was creepy
14. What do you think of this quiz? i agree with Adrian...i like the first two questions but the rest are a little boring...sorry
15. What is the last film you saw? The Incredibles of course
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? hmmm a zoo probably...or a ton of instruments...or super powers...
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know. im in love :)
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? "I would make everyone realize that killing in the name of God is pretty ridiculous"(I'm going to third Bill on that and second Adrian on that)
19. Do you like to dance? Yes, like ballet and stuff...but the mostly just DDR Max
20. George Bush; that's? umm are you asking me something...or...?
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Airy Rayne
21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Daniel Xavier or Julian
22. Would you ever consider living abroad? of course...but only Australia!!!!
ok that was fun but i think im done now.
how sad...this is the first live journal ive done in like a year and its so empty...hehe
current mood:  chipper
current music: Brian McFadden- Uncomplicated
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| Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
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10:11 am - home....where my thoughts are sinking...
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just waiting for work...that's so sad because that is all the way at 3.
"regret.."
"and what else makes you feel regret?"
"that i did it again..."
like i can stop! noelle knows. how sad.
i was a sad anorexic too. (quizilla)
im so freaking bored!!!!!
current mood:  apathetic
current music: Tori Amos- you belong to me
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| Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
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9:23 pm - AH HA HA HA
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i am having way too much fun with name generators!
my japanese name: Hoshiyo Funabashi
my rapper name: Homey Rapper Funk
my name as an emo song title: kill my revenge because you're so controversial
my fairy name: Holly Gentle Forest
my hippy name: Lily Mariana
the gay nickname carl would give me: Unusually bright Bartender
my kitten name: Snowflake Merryweather
my untracable alias name: Ashley Jones
my anime name: Dragon-slayer Demon Rayne -Kun
my ethnic stud name: Carolina Esteves
my rich white republican name: Sharon "Taxes are Theft" Jones
my country name: kelly jean
my alter ego name: Hyper Meatpie Reznor
my hindu name: Abhilasha Mandeline
my sesame street name: Rosita
my wrestling name: Flying Breeze
my tree-huggin 60's name: Joplin Ammarilys
my minion name: Pearly
my greek name: Rhoda
my pub name: The Jolly Cricketer
my nickname: skittles
my cuisine name: Livornese sweetbreads quenelle
my rejected disney character name: Dill The Redneck
my cyber slut name: Dina Fuentes Rosemond
my porn star name: Chandy Renee
my pirate name: Sheryll Cosim
my circus elephant name: Mr. Monkey "Twelve Squirrels" Small brass statue of a carnivore in an odd pose
my super hero name: Lady Heroine (ha!)
my evil lord name: High Lord von Reichstaag Master of Suffering
my shakespeare name: Ophelia the Claustrophobic
my imaginary friend's name: Thunky Porkenheimer
my ninja name: Colace the Super Ninja
my happy rainbow name: Little Lavender Cakes
im having too much fun....im done for now
current mood: chipper
current music: Azure Ray- Safe and Sound
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| Monday, June 14th, 2004
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6:56 am - hehehehehe
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ok i cant take it. lovely wot. thanks nell
me terribly british name is: Lily Cavendish
I LOVE IT!!!
*school time* *sigh*
current mood:  accomplished
current music: none :(
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| Saturday, May 8th, 2004
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10:27 am - work
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just got home from marlana's. i have to go to work at 11...poo. i dont want to! marlana is coming over at night tonight when i get out of work.
i miss bill...even though i saw him just on tuesday...awwww
ah got to go to work
*still missing friends!!!*
current mood:  sad
current music: John is humming...does that count?
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| Thursday, May 6th, 2004
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10:07 pm - The End of an Era
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"I mean it's the end of an era!"
"I KNOW!!"
i know that you are crying right along with me Janelle...ten years...its over.
im so glad that rachel and ross finally got together...i knew they would though. i cant say anymore...im going to cry!
Fairwell Friends
current mood:  indescribable
current music: The Detholz- electricity
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| Saturday, May 1st, 2004
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9:16 pm - hello
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ok i didnt know what to title this. uh yeah
so bill came over on thursday. it was fun..well for me...i dont think he had fun..it was rather boring..well thats just how i am though.
marlana is watching the Even Stevens movie...it is a little weird...when really we should be watching muppets in space.
work was uber (thanks for the word janelle) busy...we made about 6000 in 3 hours...that is very crazy..
well my icecream is melting so bye
current mood:  cynical
current music: nothing
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| Monday, April 26th, 2004
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4:44 pm - Hey I'm bored too!!!
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ok Janelle...you just keep giving me things to occupy my time!
Top 5 Bands and Top songs of those bands (how fun!)
1. Silverchair (duh!)
- Too Much of not Enough
- Asylum
- Findaway
- Abuse Me
- Spawn Again
*pause*... that was waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too hard!
2. Coheed and Cambria
- The Light & The Glass
- A Favor House Atlantic
- Three Evils (Embodied in Love and Shadow)
- Camp Velorium II: Backend of Forever
- Devil in Jersey City
3. Tori Amos (hope this counts)
- Father Lucifer
- Marianne
- Leather
- Pretty Good Year
- Another Girl's Paradise
4. Mae
- Embers and Envelopes
- Sun
- This is the Last Time
- Runaway
- Summertime
5. Sheila Nicholls
- Bread and Water
- Elevator
- Ruby
- Seven Fat Englishmen
- Faith
so that was fun...i love music waaaaaay too much to pick 5 and say these are my favorite...even though thats what i just did... har har har
current mood:  amused
current music: Mae- Summertime
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4:39 pm - Poem
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have fun with this one:
There Was a Child Went Forth
There was a child went forth every day,
And the first object she look’d upon, that object she became,
And that object became part of her for that day or a certain part of the day,
Or for many years or stretching cycles of years.
A certain darkness became part of this child,
And a growing sorrow, and a flittering sadness, and a song of mourning,
And she hated, and she hurt, and both, herself,
And curled up sobbing or openly venting,
And in the dark of the day, and in a lonely heart, a wretched gloom,
all became part of her.
The voices of people and in her head became part of her,
Soft spoken they were, and ever so dangerous, and untrusting, and cold, and uncaring
And she loved each one of them
And she felt them,
And she held them,
And they were all inside,
And no one understood, she needed it
Her own family and friends didn’t comprehend,
They give this child all they can,
Wishing for hope in the end,
To become a part of her.
Janelle: see what i mean about not wanting to read it?!
current mood:  anxious
current music: Ben Folds Five- Kate
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4:10 pm - rah
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much couldnt make me feel better about saturday but ah, what to do? my mom is giving me guff about going to bill's house..psh! *sigh* thats just a parent/daughter thing i suppose.
and no janelle...it didnt go very deep...not a very enlightening conversation...
i got a stupid 26 on my frickin ACT...im so taking it again! i NEED to do better...im determined. (at least i beat tony! ah ha ha)
talent show business is looking up. i practiced with tony after school today and he didnt mess up once...though i went a little brain dead...i think i made up a whole new verse...
i really still want to watch muppets in space. i need to finish my Duso poem first though. i think ill do that now and then post it for all. i do not want to read it in class! O_O ! ahhhhhhhhhhh
current mood:  blah
current music: Bright Eyes- Lover I Don't Have to Love
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| Sunday, April 25th, 2004
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7:45 pm - how forgetful
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7:37 pm - distressed
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you'll be hard pressed to find a time im not! I'm such a terrible person. honestly. i shouldve ended it while i had the chance. Jessie is just such a pain. i forgot to take my medicine yesterday and it was about 4 before i remembered so i just didnt even bother...
not a wise choice. i was back and forth alllllllllllll night long. When i got home all i could think was how terrible it must have been for bill to sit through an evening of that! yuck.
We started to have that conversation but the way i was last night i couldnt have finished it properly. Jessie probably wouldve been a real bitch.
On a lighter note, my room is finally almost put back together. im so releaved! i couldnt stand it when it was messy. it drove me up a wall.
i weeded through all of my stuff too and now it just looks a lot less cluttered. *sigh*
current mood:  pessimistic
current music: the voices in my head...literally...heh
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| Saturday, April 24th, 2004
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12:08 pm - ahhhhhhhhh
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i cant get over it. i want to put a picture in on my background...i cant figure out how...im lame. janelle!! help.! how did you get chester frolicing around your journal?! i want daniel in mine :) :) :) ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so good...he he he
i cant stop typing...shhh! it could be filled with chocolate..mmmk!
ok i think im done and need to get ready now.
current mood: amused
current music: still none...(hums Nothing Better)
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12:00 pm - prom morning
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uhg. i woke up at 10:30. i have to leave by 12:30 i need to go get shoes and junk for tonight. im glad that we arent sitting with tony...too much tony can be a bad thing...i think i may snap at any moment...though i did feel bad that we left him in andersons class alone...it was ALL beth *wink*
There is something i need to tell bill...but it isnt something i want to share with the whole class if you get what i mean. so i think i will refrain from writing it in my journal...yeah janelle knows!! woot woot...no dont get any weird ideas...you couldnt know what i was talking about if you tried.
it wont be pleasant but needs to be said...ah well...ill get over myself sometime soon. alright my face needs work (makeup) before i go into public.
*waves bye*
current mood:  busy
current music: none but i was singing Postal Service :)
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