Incoherent Ramblings of the Otter

boredom kicks in

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 00:20:33 GMT

as jack is ignoring me and i write in this once every month...and jill isnt home to watch party monster (!!!!) what is the world coming to?

i dont have much to say.

wish i was spun...wish jack still loved me...wish i wasnt so object to writing in this journal and that asking them to play balderdash would be a wonderful thing to do. and i really seriously love eisley.

i cant wait for finch on aug. 24th (second day of school...but oh well..heh)

and coheed (oct 2)

and their new cd (sept..somethin)

and THE FRICKIN CORPSE BRIDE!!!! AHHHHHHHHH! (also sometime in sept...not sure when though)

urg! so much want and so little friends...jenny is hanging with matt tonight....other people are deciding to disappear...band is practicing (without me of course...bastards) and i just want to sit down and have some coffee with my non-existant money and get spazzed!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

lalala

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 01:44:21 GMT

hey i stole this from Adrian...who stole this from Bill...
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: a-pieceADV.for or to each other (thanks webster!!)
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? glass of water
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? The Incredibles (it was so good!!)
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is. 8:15 pm
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 8:35 pm
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? Brian McFaddem 'pull myself away'
7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing? about 10 minutes ago when i was bringing lieutenant Bun her water!! :)
8. Where did your last car ride go to? From work to home (mcdonalds)
9. What are you wearing? carebear socks, pj pants, and a shirt that says New Zealand with cute little sheep!
10. Did you dream last night? i cant remember...
11. When did you last laugh? at marlana's a little bit ago
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? my brother's and my art...old bottles and antique stuff....windows.
13. Seen anything weird lately? um...i saw a girl with a collar being lead around like a dog by other random girls...that was creepy
14. What do you think of this quiz? i agree with Adrian...i like the first two questions but the rest are a little boring...sorry
15. What is the last film you saw? The Incredibles of course
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? hmmm a zoo probably...or a ton of instruments...or super powers...
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know. im in love :)
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? "I would make everyone realize that killing in the name of God is pretty ridiculous"(I'm going to third Bill on that and second Adrian on that)
19. Do you like to dance? Yes, like ballet and stuff...but the mostly just DDR Max
20. George Bush; that's? umm are you asking me something...or...?
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Airy Rayne
21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Daniel Xavier or Julian
22. Would you ever consider living abroad? of course...but only Australia!!!!

ok that was fun but i think im done now.
how sad...this is the first live journal ive done in like a year and its so empty...hehe

home....where my thoughts are sinking...

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 14:09:32 GMT

just waiting for work...that's so sad because that is all the way at 3.

"regret.."
"and what else makes you feel regret?"
"that i did it again..."

like i can stop! noelle knows. how sad.

i was a sad anorexic too. (quizilla)

im so freaking bored!!!!!

AH HA HA HA

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 02:01:17 GMT

i am having way too much fun with name generators!

my japanese name: Hoshiyo Funabashi

my rapper name: Homey Rapper Funk

my name as an emo song title: kill my revenge because you're so controversial

my fairy name: Holly Gentle Forest

my hippy name: Lily Mariana

the gay nickname carl would give me: Unusually bright Bartender

my kitten name: Snowflake Merryweather

my untracable alias name: Ashley Jones

my anime name: Dragon-slayer Demon Rayne -Kun

my ethnic stud name: Carolina Esteves

my rich white republican name: Sharon "Taxes are Theft" Jones

my country name: kelly jean

my alter ego name: Hyper Meatpie Reznor

my hindu name: Abhilasha Mandeline

my sesame street name: Rosita

my wrestling name: Flying Breeze

my tree-huggin 60's name: Joplin Ammarilys

my minion name: Pearly

my greek name: Rhoda

my pub name: The Jolly Cricketer

my nickname: skittles

my cuisine name: Livornese sweetbreads quenelle

my rejected disney character name: Dill The Redneck

my cyber slut name: Dina Fuentes Rosemond

my porn star name: Chandy Renee

my pirate name: Sheryll Cosim

my circus elephant name: Mr. Monkey "Twelve Squirrels" Small brass statue of a carnivore in an odd pose

my super hero name: Lady Heroine (ha!)

my evil lord name: High Lord von Reichstaag Master of Suffering

my shakespeare name: Ophelia the Claustrophobic

my imaginary friend's name: Thunky Porkenheimer

my ninja name: Colace the Super Ninja

my happy rainbow name: Little Lavender Cakes

im having too much fun....im done for now

hehehehehe

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 10:53:08 GMT

ok i cant take it. lovely wot. thanks nell

me terribly british name is: Lily Cavendish

I LOVE IT!!!

*school time* *sigh*

work

Sat, 08 May 2004 14:28:31 GMT

just got home from marlana's. i have to go to work at 11...poo. i dont want to! marlana is coming over at night tonight when i get out of work.

i miss bill...even though i saw him just on tuesday...awwww

ah got to go to work

*still missing friends!!!*

The End of an Era

Fri, 07 May 2004 02:09:42 GMT

"I mean it's the end of an era!"
"I KNOW!!"

i know that you are crying right along with me Janelle...ten years...its over.
im so glad that rachel and ross finally got together...i knew they would though. i cant say anymore...im going to cry!

Fairwell Friends

hello

Sun, 02 May 2004 01:20:36 GMT

ok i didnt know what to title this. uh yeah
so bill came over on thursday. it was fun..well for me...i dont think he had fun..it was rather boring..well thats just how i am though.

marlana is watching the Even Stevens movie...it is a little weird...when really we should be watching muppets in space.

work was uber (thanks for the word janelle) busy...we made about 6000 in 3 hours...that is very crazy..

well my icecream is melting so bye

Hey I'm bored too!!!

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 20:57:51 GMT

ok Janelle...you just keep giving me things to occupy my time!

Top 5 Bands and Top songs of those bands (how fun!)

1. Silverchair (duh!)
- Too Much of not Enough
- Asylum
- Findaway
- Abuse Me
- Spawn Again

*pause*... that was waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too hard!

2. Coheed and Cambria
- The Light & The Glass
- A Favor House Atlantic
- Three Evils (Embodied in Love and Shadow)
- Camp Velorium II: Backend of Forever
- Devil in Jersey City

3. Tori Amos (hope this counts)
- Father Lucifer
- Marianne
- Leather
- Pretty Good Year
- Another Girl's Paradise

4. Mae
- Embers and Envelopes
- Sun
- This is the Last Time
- Runaway
- Summertime

5. Sheila Nicholls
- Bread and Water
- Elevator
- Ruby
- Seven Fat Englishmen
- Faith

so that was fun...i love music waaaaaay too much to pick 5 and say these are my favorite...even though thats what i just did... har har har

Poem

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 20:40:57 GMT

have fun with this one:

There Was a Child Went Forth

There was a child went forth every day,
And the first object she look’d upon, that object she became,
And that object became part of her for that day or a certain part of the day,
Or for many years or stretching cycles of years.

A certain darkness became part of this child,
And a growing sorrow, and a flittering sadness, and a song of mourning,
And she hated, and she hurt, and both, herself,

And curled up sobbing or openly venting,

And in the dark of the day, and in a lonely heart, a wretched gloom,
all became part of her.

The voices of people and in her head became part of her,
Soft spoken they were, and ever so dangerous, and untrusting, and cold, and uncaring
And she loved each one of them

And she felt them,
And she held them,
And they were all inside,
And no one understood, she needed it

Her own family and friends didn’t comprehend,
They give this child all they can,
Wishing for hope in the end,
To become a part of her.

Janelle: see what i mean about not wanting to read it?!

rah

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 20:18:00 GMT

much couldnt make me feel better about saturday but ah, what to do? my mom is giving me guff about going to bill's house..psh! *sigh* thats just a parent/daughter thing i suppose.

and no janelle...it didnt go very deep...not a very enlightening conversation...

i got a stupid 26 on my frickin ACT...im so taking it again! i NEED to do better...im determined. (at least i beat tony! ah ha ha)

talent show business is looking up. i practiced with tony after school today and he didnt mess up once...though i went a little brain dead...i think i made up a whole new verse...

i really still want to watch muppets in space. i need to finish my Duso poem first though. i think ill do that now and then post it for all. i do not want to read it in class! O_O ! ahhhhhhhhhhh

how forgetful

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 23:39:03 GMT

i bought muppets in space *frolics*

distressed

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 23:37:45 GMT

you'll be hard pressed to find a time im not! I'm such a terrible person. honestly. i shouldve ended it while i had the chance. Jessie is just such a pain. i forgot to take my medicine yesterday and it was about 4 before i remembered so i just didnt even bother...
not a wise choice. i was back and forth alllllllllllll night long. When i got home all i could think was how terrible it must have been for bill to sit through an evening of that! yuck.

We started to have that conversation but the way i was last night i couldnt have finished it properly. Jessie probably wouldve been a real bitch.

On a lighter note, my room is finally almost put back together. im so releaved! i couldnt stand it when it was messy. it drove me up a wall.

i weeded through all of my stuff too and now it just looks a lot less cluttered. *sigh*

ahhhhhhhhh

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 16:10:12 GMT

i cant get over it. i want to put a picture in on my background...i cant figure out how...im lame. janelle!! help.! how did you get chester frolicing around your journal?! i want daniel in mine :) :) :) ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so good...he he he

i cant stop typing...shhh! it could be filled with chocolate..mmmk!
ok i think im done and need to get ready now.

prom morning

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 16:00:46 GMT

uhg. i woke up at 10:30. i have to leave by 12:30 i need to go get shoes and junk for tonight. im glad that we arent sitting with tony...too much tony can be a bad thing...i think i may snap at any moment...though i did feel bad that we left him in andersons class alone...it was ALL beth *wink*

There is something i need to tell bill...but it isnt something i want to share with the whole class if you get what i mean. so i think i will refrain from writing it in my journal...yeah janelle knows!! woot woot...no dont get any weird ideas...you couldnt know what i was talking about if you tried.

it wont be pleasant but needs to be said...ah well...ill get over myself sometime soon. alright my face needs work (makeup) before i go into public.

*waves bye*